Cutchi Language Tutorial, Kerala
Ode to a River  by Akber Ayub Sait

The birds are on a high and the air is filled with their toot and tootle. Underneath, the gurgling river tries to keep pace. A willowy breeze sweeping through the bamboo groves rustles its crisp, spiky leaves, adding to the medley. The resulting symphony is magical.
Some 75 km northwest of Kochi – Kerala’s bustling seaport in Southern India lies the trading town of Chalakudy. And a short 5 km away flows the river that carries its name. Go another few km and you are at the Athirampally falls. Here, water gushes over a large rocky knoll in white, effervescent waves. As you get closer, you feel the wetness; then you are surrounded by a fine mist, cool and bracing against your skin.
If you are a nature lover, be here at the break of dawn – and give yourself up to the magic in the air. You’ll find yourself being led downstream, as if by an unseen force, to an enchanting spot where, the river seems to bare its soul.

Beneath a painted sky, you’ll find the Chalakudi River overwhelmingly dominating the scene. Neither the overgrown trees lining the banks nor the lush vegetation all around seem to diminish its arresting presence. In its gurgling flow, you sense a certain indescribable quality a tranquil gentility, suffused with a vibrant energy.

This September morning – after a fairly active monsoon  the river is swollen and flows at a crisp pace here, sweeping majestically through a bend upstream, and about seventy meandering miles from its source in the higher reaches of the Sholayar ranges. Scattered rocks, sculpted into round domes by the constantly flowing water, dam up the flow momentarily, creating small cascades – curving sheets of water that plunge over them. Billows of spray shoot into the morning air. As the sun climbs up, shafts of orange-yellow light filter through the canopy overhead and blobs of light dance on the rippling surface like prancing doe.

Close to the bank, in the lee of a rocky mole, fallen leaves rollick in miniature whirlpools. And a pair of terns, eager for breakfast, finds it a perfect feeding ground. Vigilant and watchful, they catch silvery fish that flip into the air, swallowing them swiftly with few jerks of their upturned head. Kingfishers, adopting a different strategy, sweep down from limbs of trees leaning delectably into the water. Diving into the river, they come up abruptly with a quivering small fry clamped between their pointed beaks.

Life thrived here, nurtured and sustained by the river. It is as if every living thing here is rejoicing and celebrating the gift of a vibrant life nourished and enriched not only by the waters of the river but also by the sun, the winds, the very earth; in fact all the elements of nature combining in a benevolent effort, striving towards one aim – uphold and sustain the magic called life. And here, you feel connected to it. Here, you glimpse the soul of the river.

About 12 km upstream, you come to Vazhachal another waterfall, where, in sylvan surroundings, water plunges about 80 feet in white roiling froth. A body of water any where  a lake, river, stream or the sea has a certain quality that touches your finer sensibilities, your deeper self. That feeling is inescapable here.

From Vazhachal, if you drive upstream, eastward, you climb further into the Sholayar ranges of the luxuriant Western Ghats. “Nearly forty rivers spring from the Western Ghats and flow into the Arabian Sea or into back waters,” says Cherian, the forest officer at an outpost on the way. Indeed, the land is blessed with a surfeit of water. And once the rains arrive, the earth is soaked, the overflow running into channels and streams where the roiling water tumbles in an effusive surge through hills and dales to join the numerous rivers or the labyrinth of backwaters along the long coast. A narrow strip of land fed by 40 odd rivers and cradled by the Arabian Sea on one side and the mountains of the Western Ghats on the other.

That sums up the geography of this swath of land called Kerala. It also explains why its greenery is so rich, its flora so vibrant.

Cruising down the smooth highway, you’ll find it hard to keep your eyes on the asphalt ribbon stretching in front, hugging the undulating landscape, and at the same time savour the visual feast around you. As the road sweeps uphill, you begin to feel light-hearted; your spirits buoyant… then you realise you owe it perhaps to the oxygen rich air in the surrounding forest. But if you enquire about wildlife here, you’ll get a shrug from the locals meaning there’s not much wildlife on view  except for giant flying squirrels, sambar, bison and occasional sightings of elephants, found watering at the river banks, usually in herds of five or six. But there’s a thriving avian population here nonetheless, and the pick of the lot is the state bird: the great Indian hornbill. Winding your way up the serpentine road you sense a magic in the air and feel compelled to pull over and hop out of your car. A gust of wind ripples through the surrounding woods making the bamboo groves groan and the tall trees whisper. Soothed by the gentle breeze and surrounded by pristine nature, you sense all tension ease from your body as you eavesdrop on a woodpecker busy building his home or peek into the jungle and find bare barks and snaking roots of gnarled old trees coated with lichens and moss. The dappled forest floor is covered in a blanket of fallen leaves dotted with underbrush. The scent of raw earth, green vegetation and flowing water assails your already heightened senses. Positive, joyous vibes, a kind of rhapsody envelops you. The feeling is surreal almost mystical.

Sometimes you find no habitation for miles and the only sounds are the birdcalls and the whistling of the wind. Balan Nair, the greying but lanky and moustachioed owner of a quaintly charming inn by the roadside is quite knowledgeable about the Ghats. “The Western Ghats,” he says, “is recognized worldwide as a biodiversity hotspot. It is home to threatened flora and fauna. Ignorance and man’s greed have together destroyed a lot of its richness. Fortunately, some conservation efforts are now on.” And having partaken of the richness of this land, you hope that these efforts bear fruit.

The meandering rivers, delightful waterfalls and the cool mountain air, all make for an unforgettable experience another facet of Kerala.

Woman by the wayside  - By Mr Akber Ayub - September 2019 Issue

I was travelling through interior Kerala gathering material for a coffee-table travel book. I was in Thirunelly, a green, hilly outpost in Wayanad, known for its ancient temples and fabulous trekking trails. On a cool Sunday morning, dawn was just breaking over the hills when I stepped out of my hotel room. The air was filled with the trills and cries of dulcet birds. And gnarled old trees whispered under a steady cool breeze. While I tramped over a long-winding track, a pariah dog from the slumbering village tagged along and kept pace.


Coming out of a bend in the rutted track I nearly bumped into a woman by the wayside. Her eyes bored into mine; holding my gaze until I looked away. I blinked, even as my mind registered her doleful eyes. Intrigued, I broke my stride, regarding her warily. Her eyes promptly welled with tears and a thin streak rolled down her cheeks. That stopped me in my tracks, and I turned towards her, even if ambivalently. Her face was a tapestry of torment; her eyes, pools of grief. Clearly, her mind was in a welter and she was desperate to connect with someone. So I listened as she began to talk. Of medium height, dusky and running to fat, she was clad in her native mundu and blouse. Jet-black hair gathered roughly in a tight bun at the back of her head…and the dim, tawny complexion flushed with a torrent of emotions. Mottled strands of hair streamed across her face in a sudden gust as she stood rooted, relating her pathos.

The dog sat on its haunches looking up hopefully, while the village slept in the soporific air.

A victim of domestic violence, she lived with her husband and son in the hut across from the road. As I listened, her words began tugging at my heart. I didn’t need another prompt. I accompanied her to her little shack. Tiled roof, mud walls and an earthy odour greeted me as I stepped under the awning.

Dark and middle-aged Vijayan, greying at the temples but with the fitness of a toiling villager, and lean and lanky Chandran, all of 18 years and bored to bones from idleness completed the family. The men in the house listened as I talked. It turned out they were victims themselves – of a harsh, uncaring world.

Words struggled to convey the intensity of long silenced sorrows. It mattered little that I was a rank stranger. I was human, just as much as they were.
Vijayan, quick on his feet and possessed of a nervous energy, was the sole breadwinner. Owning no land, he was the janitor in the only hotel in the village where I had checked in the night before. Young Chandran finished schooling at a government school the previous year and did odd jobs in the fields during harvest times. He was idle for the rest of the year – spent brooding mostly and staring at a bleak future. Tremulous tears pooled in Chandran’s eyes as unspoken angst racked his face.
I’ve always had faith in the resourcefulness of the human mind; even one ravaged by circumstances and misfortunes. A surge of warmth radiated from my heart – and reached out to Vijayan and his family. So I prodded, and little by little, they began to open their hearts. Young Chandran carried old emotional scars. His vacuous eyes told me that he had suffered grave deprivations early in life. He probably was a loner while growing up – no rapport with his father and mother. And with good reason, he clamped shut at the mention of his early days. Eventually though, that triggered a slew of reactions: anger and aggression at his parents, resentment, and hurt – a deep suffering that had a poignant quality. Vijayan, on the other hand, sat dourly on the floor – just as he plodded through life, stoic and resolute.

Tact, understanding, and support led to a gradual unearthing of the pathos of their lives – the marginalized existence, the emotional deprivation, the all too frequent outbursts, the poignant moments, the longings, and the heartbreaks. I took the long journey with them into their aching lives until a gradual, seeming catharsis paved the way for what I thought was the beginning of a tentative healing. As if prodded by an unseen force, I urged them to climb over their dark days and consider the possibilities, options, and promises in their lives – my Malayalam, unused for ages, straining to cope. I intuited that perhaps their sufferings have been preparing them in some way for creating their dark realities in life to learn and grow from what they created. Their dark creations so far have brought them pain and suffering. Perhaps it is time now for them to create a different manifestation, a new reality and by doing that, be rewarded. Pain too has its value. Perhaps it’s time now for their lives to find a balance and joyous days to follow restless nights.

I don’t remember how long I remained part of the charged air under that roof, but when I finally walked out of the shack, I felt drained. Yet, I had the palpable feeling of a transformation of sorts having taken place…of despair into hope and callousness into caring.

Bitter barren hearts were brushed for once with finer human sentiments. There was so much raw emotion in that room…but out if that had emerged trust and faith. Preparing to leave, I felt the urge to hand over something more tangible. I dug into my pockets and came up with a hundred rupee note stuck providentially somewhere. Saramma, for that was her name, refused to accept it, but I pressed it into her palm anyway.

As I returned to the village track the pariah dog sprang to its feet and trotted across wagging its tail. I’d found a new friend. Resuming my walk, now back to the hotel, I looked over my shoulder. Saramma and family were at their doorstep contemplating my receding form. I waved and they waved a farewell. Chandran had his arm around his mother’s shoulder. I felt happy for Saramma. That view soaked into my psyche and seemed to accentuate my being. I also felt oddly restored...perhaps a spurt in my mental energies, even a wash of simple joy. Sometimes we touch one another in such unexpected ways and come away the richer for it.

Few days later while I was researching material for an article I was writing for Life Positive magazine, I came across these words from the renowned Sufi saint Kahlil Gibran: “You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.”

I sat motionless for a few moments. Truly, when you give of yourself, you give to yourself. Silently another Sufi saying floated into my mind: “The more of ourselves we give, the more of ourselves we find.”
The quiet suburb with sun-speckled wide roads and broad sidewalks was peaceful on that cool Sunday morning as we set out to locate the somewhat sketchy address. As we began scouring the neighbourhood, a light breeze drifting through the tree-lined avenue added a nip to the October air. An hour later though we realized that our search was going to be in vain – the vague address remained elusive. Reluctantly we called off the hunt and turned back. Then it happened – which in hindsight was epiphanic: we took a wrong turn, and entered an especially charming street lined with rows of neat, elegant bungalows the 44th cross. Making one last bid to locate the elusive address, I stopped next to a couple of men chatting by the roadside. They couldn’t help either, but one of them, pointing to the house in front said, “That might be for sale.” I parked the car, stepped out and walked across the street, fingers crossed. My wife decided to stay back and wished me luck.

Ten minutes later the deal was clinched.

A few months of excited consultation with our architect and we had a house plan ready. Soon I took up construction of our planned dream house. That’s when a genie dropped a spanner in the works. I found myself in a quaint situation where nothing seemed to go right. My industry, thriving for number of years until then, began to slide, and while cash flow dwindled, tension mounted at home. Nothing seemed to click despite my best efforts. For some obscure reason, the tide had surely turned against us. To add to our woes, the building contractor turned out to be a double-dealer and the work on our new home had to be called off, even before our dwindling finances put a halt to it. There came a time when we began to view man’s endless material pursuit dispassionately and question its worth. Was that all there was to life? Or was there any higher purpose or meaning?

This by no means is the age of miracles, but what transpired one sweltering, despairing Monday afternoon comes close. A book was found on the far end of our low front wall. That corner was generally crummy and covered with foliage. Enquiries with the neighbours about its possible owner drew a blank. Could it have been left by a passer-by? We took it inside anyway and began reading. The book talked of coincidences that happen in life…fortuitous happenstances that seem like chance events but actually have a higher purpose behind them! 
Serendipity and Kismet By Akber Ayub

Sabiha scanned the classified pages of the day’s newspaper with a hawk’s eye. Today she was determined to find what we both had been searching for since the last several weeks – a house to buy in Bangalore, India. Then she hit a bull’s eye – an old property up for sale in nearby Jayanagar 5th block.
Within a year, our house was complete and we moved in – on the 31st December of the year the manna appeared on the outer wall.

The book of course was James Redfield’s much acclaimed The Celestine Prophecy. As it happened, it also opened us to a new spiritual awareness. And…coincidences continue to visit my life, taking me on a meandering path from being a mechanical and a marine engineer working at sea, then a project engineer with a 5-star chain, later setting up industries and exporting to Europe, then a college faculty and a text book author, to what I now believe is my true calling – writing. My debut novel was published few year ago and the next – a spiritual parable – is now complete. In between I worked on coffee-table travel books, books on different genres and write for myriad publications including corporate in-house magazines.

Just a matter of luck? A question of chance? Hardly. As I began to read up on spirituality, I discovered that coincidences such as these seem to occur to more and more people, invariably leading to life changing situations – directing someone towards a new career; meeting a future spouse; an encounter with someone, when one is especially feeling low that later blooms into a meaningful friendship, or even something as prosaic as a maid who miraculously appeared on our doorstep when Sabiha was desperately looking for help.

I also learned that coincidences, whether leading to everyday, commonplace outcomes or those triggering profound changes – the turning points in our lives – have a higher origin, and a definite purpose behind them – even as they bring us closer to our dreams and desires. As the book said, we seem to attract serendipity when we acknowledge its working in our life.

That’s when I asked myself if there was a way we could bring more such meaningful coincidences into our lives.  The book – and my own research and my experiences – produced the answer: Stay alert to messages that coincidences bring us, learn to probe their meaning, listen to our intuition and be open to our feelings. My own experiences have borne out the fact that the more we consciously acknowledge a meaningful coincidence and are aware of where it is leading us and what positive changes it has brought about, the more we attract such events into our life. Sometimes messages arrive on our doorstep when we least expect it. Simply put, “we attract serendipity when we acknowledge its working in our life.” That’s when coincidences begin to kick in, nudging us gently toward the right answers, the right decisions, to engage the current of life – toward our goals and our dreams.

What of the book that had appeared on my wall on that fateful Monday afternoon? After I read it, I thought I should share it with someone who would benefit from it the most. Right away I thought of someone on my street who was then going through a particularly difficult time: his career in doldrums, he was looking at an impending divorce. That evening I walked down the street, taking the book with me, thinking that he will surely find comfort and more within its pages. As I handed the book to him and he turned the pages, his jaw dropped. He was looking at the signature and a short message that ended with a pet name scrawled on the inside of the front cover.

The name belonged to him he said, and the writer was none other than his own brother; an engineer in the US, who, it turned out had told him earlier that he wanted him to read a particular book! He hurried to an adjoining room and returned with a sheaf of papers – his brother’s letters – to show that the signature and handwriting matched. There was no doubt that his brother had indeed sent the book. How it landed on my front wall – swaddled in a torn wrapper – remains a mystery to this day, but the book was nevertheless restored to its rightful owner as soon as I was through with it – by the working of yet another coincidence!
What followed was truly astonishing. Before long things began to fall in place – almost as amazing as the insights found in the book. Work in our factory picked up as orders arrived from unexpected quarters and payments held up for long began to be settled. As the rupees flowed in there was a palpable change in the atmosphere at home. Soon I found a professional builder and resumed construction.
 
 
 
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